By akshra

  "There is lot more in my head than i know and lot more to think than i think" There are moments when I don't know how to feel. I just sit with myself and feel this concoction of emotions brewing inside me. I don't know how to handle such complex emotions; I've never been taught to manage them. I remember the explanation I used to give for my tears: "Tears are my way to laugh at your bullshit" But is that really true? Maybe I still cry like a little kid over seemingly stupid things because I'm still learning to navigate my emotions. Crying like a little kid is a sign of sensitivity, and it's not a flaw. However, it also means I'm still allowing myself to feel deeply, like a child who doesn't know that a particular topic doesn't deserve this much energy. Even knowing this, I'm often driven by my emotions. I feel a little ache, a sense of suffocation, and sadness. Maybe I only notice these emotions when they overwhelm me and start ...